Feelin a bit tired and fed up

Hello readers. I'm gonna take this post in English. Reason? I have an English-speaking friend who asked me to do it once.

I've not been very good at posting here lately. It's a lot of stuff goin' through my mind these days. Things that I just can't let go of. It just keep getting back, and I can't do anything about it. It was worst yesterday, but it was a little bit better today. Maybe it'll get a little bit better tomorrow again as well?

In two days my class is going to arrange a big football-tournament for schools around in the district. The arrangement is called "Ringeriksnatten '11" and I'm a bit stressed up with the last things that have to be done before Friday, but I do hope we're in time now. We should be - for sure!

I'm in my appartment now. Anabel has been working today, so she's home. I decided to visit Anny after school. She's a classmate, btw. We did some homework, ate (a lot!!), just slept on the coach and watched tv. It was so freakin nice and chill.

I don't know exactly what I feel now. I've got the same feeling again - the feeling I've had several nights when I'm just sitting up.. It's like I'm waiting for something to happen. I'm like sitting here on the coach in my appartment, watching with an empty sight around, listening to the quietness in this house - just waiting, and not getting to bed, though I'm tired as hell. I can barely keep my eyes up. I don't know what I'm doing, nor what I'm feeling. I'm just being here, without being here.

Awh, I should really get to bed. I need some sleep now. I hope I'll be better tomorrow, and at least on the football-tournament! I'm going to work in the kiosk. Please step by! Here's our homepage to the cup. Check it out!

Take care, peeps.

- Linnie